I’m not the kind of person to tell you what to do with your life, I just hope you choose the option that will make you happy. It’s hard to see you smile, when I know it’s fake. You’ve been through a lot, and I know you’re tired. You can’t get a break now with everything going on, but I think you should get away and just breathe. If you don’t, you’ll only feel worse and keep faking your smiles.